if u hv 1month time, wat would u do??

tis is my last week in 2nd year last sem...
i hv 3 finals in tis very week...
1 in thursday n 2 in saturday...
hmmm...
i should start to plan for my coming holiday...
i hv an about 1 month holiday...
wat can i do OR wat should i do???

heartburn~~~

im down now....
i jz 'knew' sumting tat i should know but not rational to know...
my heart feel pain....
on my way back home,
i was thinking not to come back d...
but i duno where to go...
i felt suffer under my skin...
much better after venting out,
it was raining..
suited my situation...
my glasses r stil having d stain on it...
i duno whether to mark it in mind,
or jz forget it wil be better...
i think i'll choose to forget it,
afterall...
tat's me, d alwiz irrational one...
d soft-hearted one...

幸福點點名遊戲,回答下列問題，幸福就不會跑掉喔

1.我的大名 : 赵树美
2.我的生日 : 11月 22日
3.誰傳給你的 : Chyi
4.說出五個好朋友 : 我希望是大家^^
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : 开心
6.近期開心的是 : 去看海
7.近期壓力大的是 : 有没有能力拿AFA
8.未來想做什麼啊 : 想找个好老公，还有想买的东西都能买，哈哈！
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : 问问我的心吧
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 可以找朋友吗？
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : 太多了啦！！
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 不可能袖手旁观吧
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : 巴黎
14.聖誕節要做啥 : 狂欢
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : 一群好友
16.有沒有起床气 : 不懂？？
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 没
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : 只写一首太残忍了。。
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : 我没那么偏心。。
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : 黑 白 粉红 紫
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : 如果太肮脏
22.愛不愛我 : 爱，可是你。。爱别人。。
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : 都喜欢
24.最想大聲說什麼 : 每天笑一笑，世界更美好！！
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : 敢
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 记得告诉我谁上厕所不脱的
27.誰很欠打 : 没遇到
28.現在很迷什麼 : 海边
29.睡相很差 : 还好吧
30.現在的時間 : 4.04pm
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : 不会啊
32.體重多少 : 秘密
33.今天天氣 : 好晒！
34.你懷孕了嗎 : 可能。。肚子不小了。。
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : 跟爸爸妈妈全世界走透透 。。
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : 盛装出席舞会电死身边的人。。哈哈！

【點名人物】
1 wei ting
2 yee huei
3 shun yi
4 him tean

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：可能
02-【１０號是男還是女】：一半一半？
03-【 ８號的興趣是】：八卦？
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：没有吧
05-【７號姓氏】：佘
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：不好
07-【４號有人追嗎】：有
08-【承上２號呢】：不懂
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：红？
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：不是
11-【８號的生日是】：8.8.88？
12-【５號讀哪呢】：没读书
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】: 不认识
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：2个月
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：时常
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：不同频道
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：最喜欢了
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】：气死人吧
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：专一
20-【你愛５號嗎】：可能哦

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : Chyi
2.你們認識多久呢 : 454天
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : 也许将来更重要了
4.你與他(她)的關係是 : 朋友+K友^^
5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : 唱K+看戏
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : 开心的人，懂得照顾别人
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : 找不到数目来衡量吧

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＊睡覺前第一件事 ：笑笑
＊起床前第一件事 : 笑笑
＊你的偶像是 : 蔡依林，梁静茹
＊你喜歡的季節 : 冬天
＊你打工過嗎 : 没有
＊打工次數 : 0
＊你想去的國家 : 威尼斯
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : 乱发脾气
＊你常哭嗎 : 最近很少了。。
＊你常笑嗎 : 常！
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : 不喜欢，好寂寞。。
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 : 不一定咯。。
＊今天的天氣是（晴 雨 陰）: 晴
＊朋友和情人你會選擇 : 都选
＊機會和命運你會選擇 : 机会
＊你很自戀嗎 : 不算吧
＊這問卷多不多 : 多！
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : 有些事不要太在意。。
＊喜欢吃什么 : 说不完啦。。。
＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : 喜欢
＊現在幸福嗎 : 幸福
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 : 可以不止几个吗。。
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : 舒服的床
＊最常夢到什麼 : 下次我会注意了
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : NO！
＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : 要活得有意思。。
＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）: 知道啊
＊什么时候最讨厌我 : 还没有遇过呢
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？ : 太深奥了啦
＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ : oreo cheese, HD ice-cream cake
＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？ : 快。。
＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？ : 喜欢新鲜的，不喜欢罐头的。。
＊谁是你的知己？ : 在心中
＊IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : 两个都不高吧
＊電腦还是手機？ : 两个
＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : 玩
＊Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : 现在是facebook了。。

~*frenship 4eva*~

it's week 3 now d...
i stil left bout 4 weeks time in pg ktar...
i feel sad when think bout it...
frenship meants a lots a lots to me alwiz...
i wana appreciate d time i spend with all my frens here in tis month...
i'll miss everything here...
i slep lesser n lesser now...
enjoying d time im having here...

when i look up at d sky...
i c stars...
they brighten n beautify d sky...
jz like frens...
they brighten up my life and make it glitters n colorful...
sky without stars, d moon wil b so lonely...
without frens in my life,
there'll be jz emptiness, jz like d sky without stars...

love u alwiz, frens...

returning to d base...confused again~~ hzhz...T.T

hzhz...get to know more bout AFA now d...

STRESS...HARD...DETERMINATION...
can i deal with all these???
i've not been into a 'REAL' stress life b4 d...
i've been a L~A~Z~Y gal these few years...
can i bcum an industrious 1 in near future??
i really doubted bout tat~~~
every tutorial is a presentation, can i make it??
wow...it's tall order for me!!
tis is bout taking AFA in kl...

on d other hand, wat wil happen to me if i choose AAC in pg...
RELAX...HANG OUT...ENJOY LIFE
it's like d opposite of taking AFA!!!!

tis is d problem im facing now...
choose to relax for 2 more years, probably becoming lazier n lazier...OR
choose to stress myself for 2 years, if succeeded, i'm amazing!! haha...
which to choose?????????????

feeling better tonight^^

today is a special day...
our M7 classmates nearly all went to seoul garden in gurney to take lunch...
there're more than 20 of us...haha
it's d 1st time our class got such a big gathering...
we ate happily n enjoyed very much...
we even took a lot of photos^^

after seoul garden,
we went for movie - street fighter the legend of chun li...
we sit jz 4 rows behind d screen,
it was very difficult for us to really enjoy d movie...

at night, after dinner at oasis,
i went to my lovely beach...
at first we planned to go seawind beach d..
but then we heard sum frens at paradise beach,
so we went to paradise beach...

unexpectedly, kaki n uncle wana gv me surprise d...
but i din inform them tat we've changed venue,
so they went to seawind beach d...
after tat, i went to join them at seawind beach d...^^
it's uncle's big day today...wish he enjoy his birthday d..hee...

after chit-chatting at d beach,
we went to eat at new khaleel...
i ate d roti tisu...wa!! it's too sweet d...
they put sugar on d roti d...
so much sugar tat i cant finish all of it d...=p
i wont go there to take its roti tisu again d...

back in hostel now d...
jz now was very horrible cz i parked in front of d shophouses d...
it is d 1st time i park there n walk d long road to G-block...
i phoned monkey cz im too scared..haha...

after bathed, feeling wana on9 n write down my day...
i din take nap today d...very keng...haha...
yesterday 4 sumting slept, today is d same again...^^
i've made my decision d...
i'll apply for AFA, if i get it, then all of u wil c me in kl d...
but if i din get it, those who wil be in penang wil c me...^^
feeling better today d...better mood a lil...=)
i'll keep on my effort to delete all d sadness in me...
good night to me...^^ sweet dreams...

not willing to slep~~

feeling tat myself is full of grey...
im down...
its very very late at night d...
i should slep by now...but im not willing to slep...
i hv decisions to make soon...
n another thing is i wish to clear up some space in me...
i wish d space is no longer occupied...
i'll try not to squeeze into d ox's horn...
i wish to be happy everyday d...^^
tomolo wil be a better day...
d things tat have passed pls...let it go...
let it follow d wind, d waves...

happie birthday, dear kaki...^^

today is chyi's birthday yo...
jz now i jz 'per'ed to island cafe to wish her happie birthday!!
haha...we even exchanged kisses on cheeks oo..haha...
we chat for awhile...
there're oso uncle, winson n hamsap d...
i feel cz i seldom join them ba, i seem quiet there...

after tat, i went to seawind beach there to join monkey, qi qi them..
i love beach very much...d water, d splashes, d waves, d wind...
i really love it much...
oops!! i forgot to look at d sky for stars tonight...

then we went to subaidah, i ate roti tisu d, missed it so much!!
mayb i seldom join with qi qi them oso ba,
i seem quiet again...haha...i think i've become a quiet person lor...T.T

im back in hostel now...but i stil not willing to slep...
sumtimes i feel moody suddenly d...
d emptiness...makes me down...thought of myself, is walking slowly to a failure...
my confidence is now deteriorating...
i feel its easier for me to write more when d mood is down n especially at tis quiet n lonely midnight...

im considering of d outing tml...go o not????

i read from an email from fren^^

也許愛情是一部憂傷の童話



♂放棄一個很愛你の人 並不痛苦♀
♂放棄一個你很愛の人 那才痛苦♀
♂愛上一個不愛你の人 那是更痛苦♀



♀逃避 不一定躲得過♂
♂面對 不一定最難過♀
♀孤單 不一定不快樂♂
♂得到 不一定能長久♀
♀失去 不一定不再擁有♂



★愛是一種是思念★
無論何時何地 當看不到他の時候會想念他



★愛也會是一種擔心★
當他出事の時候 你會比誰都著急



★愛是一種包容★
你會包容他所有の缺點 在你眼裡他永遠是最完美の



★愛更是一種回憶★
當你想起他做出可愛 浪漫の事時 會不知覺の傻笑



★覺得好甜蜜 好甜蜜★
你體會到了嗎 如果沒有就放棄 重新開始吧
祝福你 ^^

im back~~~

im back in penang d...^^
wow, today cleaned n tidy house...so tiring...
but feeling successful d.. haha...

recently received a bad news from huei..
she'll be flying to new zealand to further her study tis coming july d...
too faz d...
i'm very reluctant...i'll be going kl tis may then after 2 months she'll be leaving d... ... ...
ting wil not join me to kl d...
d 3 of us wil be separating very soon d... T.T

my holiday was so boring...
but i reached my target d 1st 2 weeks d...haha...
i read 2 books d..kakaz...stil left 2 books waiting for me d... hee..^^

i'm getting dumber n dumber liao lar....who can help me!!!!
please rescue me!!! i don wana be stupid...haha!!! ^^
got any tips to become clever ma? tell me oo!! haha..