~*frenship 4eva*~

it's week 3 now d...
i stil left bout 4 weeks time in pg ktar...
i feel sad when think bout it...
frenship meants a lots a lots to me alwiz...
i wana appreciate d time i spend with all my frens here in tis month...
i'll miss everything here...
i slep lesser n lesser now...
enjoying d time im having here...

when i look up at d sky...
i c stars...
they brighten n beautify d sky...
jz like frens...
they brighten up my life and make it glitters n colorful...
sky without stars, d moon wil b so lonely...
without frens in my life,
there'll be jz emptiness, jz like d sky without stars...

love u alwiz, frens...

returning to d base...confused again~~ hzhz...T.T

hzhz...get to know more bout AFA now d...

STRESS...HARD...DETERMINATION...
can i deal with all these???
i've not been into a 'REAL' stress life b4 d...
i've been a L~A~Z~Y gal these few years...
can i bcum an industrious 1 in near future??
i really doubted bout tat~~~
every tutorial is a presentation, can i make it??
wow...it's tall order for me!!
tis is bout taking AFA in kl...

on d other hand, wat wil happen to me if i choose AAC in pg...
RELAX...HANG OUT...ENJOY LIFE
it's like d opposite of taking AFA!!!!

tis is d problem im facing now...
choose to relax for 2 more years, probably becoming lazier n lazier...OR
choose to stress myself for 2 years, if succeeded, i'm amazing!! haha...
which to choose?????????????

feeling better tonight^^

today is a special day...
our M7 classmates nearly all went to seoul garden in gurney to take lunch...
there're more than 20 of us...haha
it's d 1st time our class got such a big gathering...
we ate happily n enjoyed very much...
we even took a lot of photos^^

after seoul garden,
we went for movie - street fighter the legend of chun li...
we sit jz 4 rows behind d screen,
it was very difficult for us to really enjoy d movie...

at night, after dinner at oasis,
i went to my lovely beach...
at first we planned to go seawind beach d..
but then we heard sum frens at paradise beach,
so we went to paradise beach...

unexpectedly, kaki n uncle wana gv me surprise d...
but i din inform them tat we've changed venue,
so they went to seawind beach d...
after tat, i went to join them at seawind beach d...^^
it's uncle's big day today...wish he enjoy his birthday d..hee...

after chit-chatting at d beach,
we went to eat at new khaleel...
i ate d roti tisu...wa!! it's too sweet d...
they put sugar on d roti d...
so much sugar tat i cant finish all of it d...=p
i wont go there to take its roti tisu again d...

back in hostel now d...
jz now was very horrible cz i parked in front of d shophouses d...
it is d 1st time i park there n walk d long road to G-block...
i phoned monkey cz im too scared..haha...

after bathed, feeling wana on9 n write down my day...
i din take nap today d...very keng...haha...
yesterday 4 sumting slept, today is d same again...^^
i've made my decision d...
i'll apply for AFA, if i get it, then all of u wil c me in kl d...
but if i din get it, those who wil be in penang wil c me...^^
feeling better today d...better mood a lil...=)
i'll keep on my effort to delete all d sadness in me...
good night to me...^^ sweet dreams...

not willing to slep~~

feeling tat myself is full of grey...
im down...
its very very late at night d...
i should slep by now...but im not willing to slep...
i hv decisions to make soon...
n another thing is i wish to clear up some space in me...
i wish d space is no longer occupied...
i'll try not to squeeze into d ox's horn...
i wish to be happy everyday d...^^
tomolo wil be a better day...
d things tat have passed pls...let it go...
let it follow d wind, d waves...

happie birthday, dear kaki...^^

today is chyi's birthday yo...
jz now i jz 'per'ed to island cafe to wish her happie birthday!!
haha...we even exchanged kisses on cheeks oo..haha...
we chat for awhile...
there're oso uncle, winson n hamsap d...
i feel cz i seldom join them ba, i seem quiet there...

after tat, i went to seawind beach there to join monkey, qi qi them..
i love beach very much...d water, d splashes, d waves, d wind...
i really love it much...
oops!! i forgot to look at d sky for stars tonight...

then we went to subaidah, i ate roti tisu d, missed it so much!!
mayb i seldom join with qi qi them oso ba,
i seem quiet again...haha...i think i've become a quiet person lor...T.T

im back in hostel now...but i stil not willing to slep...
sumtimes i feel moody suddenly d...
d emptiness...makes me down...thought of myself, is walking slowly to a failure...
my confidence is now deteriorating...
i feel its easier for me to write more when d mood is down n especially at tis quiet n lonely midnight...

im considering of d outing tml...go o not????

i read from an email from fren^^

也許愛情是一部憂傷の童話



♂放棄一個很愛你の人 並不痛苦♀
♂放棄一個你很愛の人 那才痛苦♀
♂愛上一個不愛你の人 那是更痛苦♀



♀逃避 不一定躲得過♂
♂面對 不一定最難過♀
♀孤單 不一定不快樂♂
♂得到 不一定能長久♀
♀失去 不一定不再擁有♂



★愛是一種是思念★
無論何時何地 當看不到他の時候會想念他



★愛也會是一種擔心★
當他出事の時候 你會比誰都著急



★愛是一種包容★
你會包容他所有の缺點 在你眼裡他永遠是最完美の



★愛更是一種回憶★
當你想起他做出可愛 浪漫の事時 會不知覺の傻笑



★覺得好甜蜜 好甜蜜★
你體會到了嗎 如果沒有就放棄 重新開始吧
祝福你 ^^

im back~~~

im back in penang d...^^
wow, today cleaned n tidy house...so tiring...
but feeling successful d.. haha...

recently received a bad news from huei..
she'll be flying to new zealand to further her study tis coming july d...
too faz d...
i'm very reluctant...i'll be going kl tis may then after 2 months she'll be leaving d... ... ...
ting wil not join me to kl d...
d 3 of us wil be separating very soon d... T.T

my holiday was so boring...
but i reached my target d 1st 2 weeks d...haha...
i read 2 books d..kakaz...stil left 2 books waiting for me d... hee..^^

i'm getting dumber n dumber liao lar....who can help me!!!!
please rescue me!!! i don wana be stupid...haha!!! ^^
got any tips to become clever ma? tell me oo!! haha..